Tuesday, May 31, 2011

♥ 讨厌

当已经讨厌一样东西时
都很难可以再次变的不讨厌
不管是 人 事 物 都一样
当然会有例外的时候 但往往需要时间

今天看见了一件事
让我极度厌恶的事
也让我开始讨厌当事人
什么事 也不想说明
只有一句话可以表明 :
" 已经名花有草/名草有花的人, 还四处拈花惹草. 鄙视 "

也有另外一件事
也让我开始讨厌 " 暧昧 " 与 " 干 " 这两个字词
也不说明什么事
也只有一些话可以表明 :
大多数的人
有干哥哥/干妹妹
他们之间就会有些什么在牵扯着
男女之间在 " 干 " 里
纯友谊/纯亲情的几率不高 [ 那肯定会有例外 ]
别以为有个 " 干 " 字
就可以理所当然的 特别的不同
就可以理所当然的 搞暧昧
就可以理所当然的 很亲密
甚至可以说是 比情人还亲密
如果是有了另一半的 还么做
那跟脚踏两条船有什么分别?
[ 声明 : 没说是每个人 ]

讨厌这样的 " 人 " 与 " 事 "
可以坦白的说
两件事是有关联的
所以更难以再次变回不讨厌的时候了


Monday, May 30, 2011

♥ 爱图




很爱这张照片 ♥
因为有傻瓜一个在后面
也有点像 " 背后灵 " 哈 xD
不是特地安排的 只是巧合 =)


不曾需要别人的答应
也不曾要求别人答应什么
但昨晚任性地要求了
希望已经答应的
会听进去 会做得到 ♥
谢谢蜜糖の♥
我会加油 一起加油 ↖(^ω^)↗


jk 琪琪

Sunday, May 29, 2011

♥ 小题大做

昨天 发生了一件事
或许真的是我 小题大做
但是还是会 痛

看见时 一开始 没反应
但是某人说得好像没什么
"角度问题"
"跟谁都是这样"
"不曾有过往"
让我的心 开始噗通噗通地越跳越快
很不舒服 那样的感觉 很不好受
有被背叛的感觉 但实际上并没有
就只是觉得为什么不曾听某人提起
感觉很不坦白 但并不是那样
简单来说 就只是我自己砖牛角尖

虽然现在没什么了
一切都恢复像以前那样
但是心里 已经有根刺了
很难让我看见的马上忘掉
到现在 想起时 心还是会很不舒服

怎么办
开始很不爽了
好像不应该这样
啊啊 赶快忘记 赶快忘记


因为害怕失去 所以想很多 . 琪

Friday, May 27, 2011

♥ 最近

这几天
脾气暴躁
很不想这样
但却一直这样
难以控制

不停的吵 好累
是不是 真的不适合?
有谁可以告诉我 正确的答案


某某某
拜托你好不
赶快找上门
我真的需要你

疯 . 琪

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

♥ 简单

简单的一句 " 在忙 "
就算是简单的一封信息 简单的一通电话
有很难吗?
为什么就是要让人等?
为什么就是要让人担心?
为什么就是要让人胡思乱想?
一次又一次的忍耐
一次又一次的告诉不要这样
说好了 懂了
但却一次又一次的一而再,再而三的重复
我累了


累 . 琪

♥ 不平衡

心里很很很不平衡
总是想到有的没的
很讨厌这样的感觉

人总是那么的犯贱
就是爱想东想西 想些让自己会痛苦的事


婚 为什么结了又会离
离了一次 会有第二次吗?
会无止境的发生 离 这回事吗?
有答案吗?
我想要知道


当ta告诉你 跟谁谁谁没什么后
但ta就是爱做些会让你误会的事

比如
已经约好要跟你出去了
但 当遇见朋友时 就会突然的问你一句 :
" 我可以叫她去吗? "
你可以回答什么? 就只有 " 哦 "
问完 就转头问她要不要去
为什么? 为什么会这么问?
有谁可以回答 这究竟是为什么?
虽然事情已经过去了 到最后也去不成
但还是会耿耿于怀 为什么会这么问

毕竟 她认识他 比我久
我还是会很不踏实 没有安全感
虽然他说 " 如果真的有什么 很早以前就有了 "
话虽是这么说 但有谁会知道 她是怎么想
或许她在等待机会 那就是他分那一天
只是我突然的出现 阻碍了她
让我感觉的就是暧昧

暧昧
是一种很特别的男女朋友关系 存在于友情之间 又超然于友情之上
是一种很特别的朋友 有默契的朋友 不近也不远 不多情也不无情

感觉就是这样
或许是我太小气了
我不该这么想

我想要相信 但就是不行
偶尔还是会怀疑 还是会乱想
对不起


不平衡 . 琪

Sunday, May 22, 2011

♥ 5 2 2

5 2 2 three months.
What three months ? ?
Be with my man for three months.
Felt that we together very long, but it's SHORT !
My family & relatives, almost all of them knew & met him before, knew I'm with him.
But his family, no one know me yet, just because of I still scare to see them.
Scare? What I scare? I don't know. >< weird hor?
Trying not to think too much and go his hometown to see his family.
But I just can't. Hard.
Every time he ask me wanna go or not, at last I sure reject.
Yesterday he asked me today back with him, but I rejected also.
Sorry dear. I really need time.
Sorry....


ily . sweat heart kie

Friday, May 20, 2011

♥ Best Love Song



Best Love Song by T-Pain Chris Brown

Nappy Boy, Hey
Pretty Boy
Nappy Boy, Hey
Pretty Boy

Turn up the bass, turn up the treble
I'm about to take you to a whole other level
Dj turn off what you're playing
I want the whole club to hear what I'm saying
Because this girl means too much to me
And now we're on the floor and she touching me
And if I wanna take her home
It's gonna be better than what they do on the radio

[Chorus]
It's gotta be the crunkest
It's gotta be the loudest
It's gotta be the best, the best love song she ever heard in her life
I gotta tell her how I feel
I gotta let her hear, the best love song she ever heard in her life
No need for me to write it, I just gotta picture her smiling
And if you feel that way, go ahead and kiss your baby
Now we've got the whole stadium in love like that

[Chris Brown]
Turn on the lights, give me a mic
I'm about to sing and do it just as she likes
Jump off the stage boom away, crowd surfing all the way, Cowabunga
You know it's like, just do the wave
Girl just move your body like a snake
And if you wanna get with me
Put your hands in the air, show me that energy

[Chorus]
It's gotta be the crunkest
It's gotta be the loudest
It's gotta be the best, the best love song she ever heard in her life
I gotta tell her how I feel
I gotta let her hear, the best love song she ever heard in her life
No need for me to write it, I just gotta picture her smiling
And if you feel that way, go ahead and kiss your baby
Now we've got the whole stadium in love like that

We gotta love
Oh, we gotta love

[Chris Brown & T Pain]
Homie kiss your girl
Shorty kiss your man
We can see you on the kissin cam
Now show me some love
Show me some love
Now look her in the eye, say baby I love you
I never put no one above you
And if you feel that way
Go ahead and kiss your baby
And now we've got the whole stadium in love like that

And if you feel that way
Go ahead and kiss your baby
And now we've got the whole stadium in love like that


love this song . waikiki

♥ A Call

Yesterday, received call.
A call that told me a bad news. Haihz.
Got to cancel what I planned.
Just because of less something, so today decided cancel better.
Canceled good also, cause no need to think already.
But it make me feel like every time what I plan also fail at the end.
Maybe I'm not suitable to plan thingy. =(
Hmmm.... Fine lerr. Don't want plan next time jor.
Just follow people can already. Haha.

Redang Island.
A friend asked me to go Redang Island at September.
Hope the plan go smoothly, won't happen anything larh.
Cherry, don't worry, I will ask you to go when confirm already. =)


wanna go play . waikiki

Thursday, May 19, 2011

♥ New start

我又回来啦
回来全新的部落格
可是 我会很懒更新 哈
因为最近真的没什么特别的

最近在做 大懒虫
每天都呆在家里
没什么地方去 也没找工作
或许只会懒到这个月底 希望是啦

没什么好说了
下次再更新 =)


Lalala~ . 琪琪